Thursday, June 11, 2009
11/6
Hi Ceres,
PART 1a conversation involved between my dad and I this afternoon.
dad : why is your result in school dropping & you don't bring home an A anymore?
me : (silence..)
"there was an incident months back
which blew me up and i was distracted."that was what i wanted to say, but i couldnt.
dad : study harder.
me : ( feeling guilty..)
my values need some adjustments,
and i thought things are suppose to be fun & happy
after exams or oncoming vacations.
why do troubles come one after another,
this is certainly not going good.
im too hasty in making wrong decisions,
im too paranoid to act normal.
i just dont want to regret another thing yet again.
bye Ceres
PART 2i got an A for my retest,
told dad about it.
he was really HAPPY.
now he make me feels even more guilty
because marks will be capped at 50% of the paper.
dad msg me in the evening out of blue,
saying "you told me you'll bring an A for me"
(:
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